Albany Urban Raid

So a friend from the gym (who was in my challenge group earlier in the year) posted a 5K that she was doing and asked others to join. I was one of the first to jump in and join. Not because I was overly excited, but because I knew if I didn't... I wouldn't do it. This wasn't just a 5K (which alone would be a challenge to me), it also involved "obstacles." These obstacles included things such as sand bag carries, tire flips, rope climbs, TU Climb, cargo net, hurdles, marine hurdles... the list continues. In total, 13 obstacles. Surrrrre... let's sign up for THAT. As the race got closer, I honestly felt sick. I was going to attempt it... but my head could not and would not let me accept that I would finish it. BUT, I signed up... so I HAD to give it a shot. Thank GOD for my team. My team was full of amazing people. Most of the people on my team were from my gym. Most of the people were from my challenge team. These are people I feel extremely comfortable around. About two days before the race I sent my team a message saying that I was still doing the race, but I was only doing so if they promised not to stay with me during the race. These women are ATHLETES, they are RUNNERS.... this girl... well, I am just not there (yet). :) THANK THE LORD ABOVE my team did not listen to me. When race day got here... I cried before the race. I was so nervous and just felt defeated before I started. I looked around and saw the people who were racing and I thought WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE.... I wish I could say that I am not insecure about anything... but when it comes to doing physical things I have never attempted, I still find it hard to be 100% comfortable. My team was amazing during this small break down. We even had a few ladies who were on our team that I had not met until that day. One of these women ran 14 miles right BEFORE our race.... Holy crap, right? But these two women were amazing. They treated me so well and really supported me 110%. We walked into the TU Center where the race started and I wanted to honestly vomit. From this view we could see four of the obstacles: The TU Climb, Rope climb, cargo net and Wall. I wanted to run... fake being sick... pass out.... fall down the steps... ANYTHING but start this race... but I had nowhere to run. I was in it.... and no turning back.... It was finally time for our race. We were a loud group! No need to encourage us to be excited ... we did that on our own. Finally our time to start. They sent us off on our way and my team was jogging... we get outside of the TU Center and BAM... straight up a hill. I mean it felt like a freakin 4000 foot mountain to me. It was TOUGH. I didn't make it far before I needed to walk.... and guess what... my team started walking. At first I was mortified... but then and just then I realized... you know what... you started this... you are going to finish it.... that is that. The race continued... up hill... (who knew Albany truly was a mountain, okay... well maybe not... but it sure felt like it). We got to the first obstacle (aside from the obvious hills LOL)... hurdles... okay, I got this... no big deal. Just step... step... step.... okay.... step some more... step... step... step... GOT IT.

Okay, my form isn't great... and I didn't JUMP them... but I got over them... one by one... LOL!  Seriously... I did that exact move on all of them... and we had more later... same move.  Be jealous :)

--Side Note:  Thank you to Bryan who was from our Challenge Team for being a wonderful asset to our team.  He biked the course... took pics and carried important things for people like wedding bands, phones and keys)... oh AND he had an awesome cowbell.

Then we had some more up hill..... and then DOWN hill.  Thank you LORD!  We went for a while and then we were in Washington Park.  Beautiful pool on one side... I was so tempted to go off track... jump in the pool and get picked up later!  But alas, I guess I had to continue.

We got to the sand bags and I honestly was happy.  I wanted to do the sand bags since I signed up for this 5K.  Little did I know the sandbags were straight up a ... you guessed it... HILL. 
We had a small celebration after I finished the sand bag obstacle.

Then more running... or for me... walking.  The next obstacles were after the water station... we had a cargo net crawl (not sure of the actual term), some marine hurdles and tire flips.  I was honestly afraid to do the cargo net crawl because it also included a tube at the end... and I have an irrational fear of getting stuck in tubes (no, not joking at all.... I won't go on water slides because of this).  But I did it.  It was actually one of my favorite obstacles.  The marine hurdles I had to skip... so I had to do pushups instead (booo).  Then the tire flips... then up a small hill back to walking running. 

More hurdles were somewhere in this... by this time we start seeing signs telling us how far away we were from the finish.  Right before the cargo crawl we had 1.5 miles to go.... SCORE... half way... at this point, no matter which way I go.... forwards or backwards I have about the same amount of travel... so onward we go. 

We get to the TU Parking Garage... and there I see Rob and Kyle :)  Unfortunately for them they got to me at a set of obstacles that were not a good one for me :(  Monkey bars, balance strap (I have no clue what to call that thing) and more tire flips. 

Rob and Kyle took the elevator down (not fair) and we took MORE steps .... we were finally back to the TU.... the FUN begins.  I got a Charlie horse the second I went up the first step.  The king of Charlie horse that paralyzes you and makes your toes curl.  Ow. Ow. Ow!  But we kept going.

In the TU they had the TU Climb.... it involved a LOT of steps...up and down and up and down.... and up and down.  Loretta really showed her dancing skills and played Eye of The Tiger during this part.  LOL!

I honestly thought I was at the end for me... my legs were cramped so bad that I thought I would fall at any moment.   Julie, Loretta and Meredith REALLY pushed me here.  So thankful they did.  I made it through all of the steps and then we were at the rope climb.  I am so proud of Meredith for her effort during this obstacle.  She rocked this sooooooo hard!  We had to do some burpees here.... Can I tell you these suck on a normal day... but after being through what we went through I am pretty sure they sucked the most at this point. 

After this we got to pass to the next obstacle... the cargo net.  I was soooo scared, and honestly at the start of the race had decided... I won't do that.... but guess what... my team and the entire TU Center had another idea.... I was going to do it.  So.... here we go....

 

I have always had a bond with the women you see guiding me here.  From the first time I took one of her classes at Vent.  But this moment right here.... something happened.  She honestly holds a place in my heart forever.  I did make it to the top of the cargo net... with about 100 or more strangers cheering me on, but once I got to the very top my Charlie horse wouldn't let me swing my leg over and go down the other side (that looks just like this side)... instead I had to climb back down this same side ... honestly if I could change one thing about the entire day, I would have somehow pushed through the Charlie horse for this .... next year :)  It was at this point that a stranger came over and told me she was a massage therapist and started massaging my calves.  Yep!

 

The final obstacle I wasn't even going to attempt.  At that point I was done.  It had nothing to do with me doubting myself, I was just done.  Again, no one would let that happen.  My entire team was at the last obstacle giving every ounce of help and advice they had.  I attempted the wall... and on attempt one I tried alone.... I couldn't do it.  Then my team tried to help hoist me up... My Charlie horse was raging at this point.... all of a sudden not only was my team there... but several people who were total strangers.  They literally just wanted to pull me over... Honestly the coolest part of the race.  Loretta and Ana were so determined to get me over this wall, and I do feel like I let them down, but I knew at that point, I was risking injury with my leg.  :( 

 

 

In the end, I had to skip this obstacle... we attempted it several times, but I knew enough was enough :(  Sadly, this just wasn't happening....

 

Then everyone was yelling that I had TO CROSS THE FINISH LINE.... Woops.  I honestly thought at this point it was just over :)  Ha! 

 

 

My team and my family were there waiting for me.  Loretta, Julie, and Meredith... you literally held my hand during this race and stood by my side.  I know you guys could have ran circles around me (literally).  Thank you from the bottom of my heart for making this day amazing.  The rest of my team, you were right there by my side too!   Ana, Maygen, Angie and Jen.... you guys are rock stars.  Again, I know you guys could have ran circles around me!  But you guys provided so much support and often were standing waiting for me at some of the obstacles.  I will never forget you guys.  Ever.  Bryan... thank you for all you did for us.  Seriously.

 

 

 

 

To say this past weekend was emotional, is a major understatement.  I still find myself crying.  Crying because I did it.  Crying because I know I can.  Crying because I never knew so many people honestly cared about me.... Not people I have been friends with for life... gym friends.  I have gym friends... THAT makes me laugh.  Honestly, you guys are not gym friends.... you are just friends.  But I like calling you my gym friends :) 

 

Loretta, thank you for organizing this.... getting tshirts made and pushing me!  Thank you for helping me breath and helping me not get injured.  Thank you for literally walking step by step with me.  I honestly can't thank you enough.  I know for sure, I would not have made it through this without you.  THANK YOU.

 

Meredith, I love you.  You know that.  You have been my gym buddy from the start.  I am amazed by you, and look up to you.  Thank you for being in my circle.  I am still so amazed by your skills girl!  :)

 

Julie, your cow bell... your patience.  Thank you.  You again could have ran this race and been home in the time it took me to finish.  I admire you for all the changes you made this year and the success you have had.  You are amazing girl.

 

Maygin, I realized during this how much we are alike.  You kept me laughing all day.  Thank you for being so sweet and kind and encouraging me. 

 

Ana, girl........... the tears.  You fought for me during this race more than I think I fought for myself. You are an amazing trainer.... and amazing person and an amazing friend.  Words can't describe the emotions that came along with this race with you.  Thank you for guiding me and caring so much....

 

Jen and Angie... you girls rock.  I can't believe how well we all meshed.  You girls are amazing athletes.  Keep doing what you do... and I can't wait to do future races together.   

 

Catrina, thank you for checking on me and encouraging me.  Thank you for training me.... thank you for putting up with me (ha).  Thank you for being honest with me.

 

Maya- I know you weren't at the race, but you continue to push me at the gym and guide me. 

 

Will Barry..... I never thought in a million years when I came to Vent that you would know my name.  When you posted on facebook that you would do a race with me... I sat and cried (I do a lot of that lately thanks to your staff.... in a good way).  Your programs at Vent and the people you hire are amazing.  You all have become a huge part of my life and I still feel sometimes like my life is not real.  You all have changed my life. 

 

I honestly can't thank everyone... but I hope you all know how much you mean to me.  Life is good.  Honestly, on my worst days, I am blessed beyond measure.  I thought 2013 was the best year of my life, but 2014 has been pretty freaking awesome :)

It's not always rainbows and butterflies :(

Confession time:  I have having a ROUGH time getting back into the swing of things after being on vacation.  When I got back from Vegas I felt like crap.  I had actually started to feel bad before I left for Vegas and it only got worse. 

I want to go to the gym.  I want to continue this journey, but I feel like it's important to let people know when you are hitting a wall.  I WILL be at the gym tomorrow.  I will not let one more day go by without exercising.  The biggest reason I need to get back in the gym is because I also let my food choices go south FAST.  Good news is I have not been over eating... but I have NOT made great choices.  I gave coffee up when I got back from Vegas because for some reason it tastes like dirty water to me now.  This is a GOOD thing... but today I stopped at Dunkin Donuts and got a freakin' Oreo Coolata???????????  WHAT?????????????  No MORE!  DONE DONE and DONE!

I also have not taken my medication since I got back from my CRUISE!  That was a MONTH ago :(  I have to get back on it.... now.  I haven't been taking my vitamins either.... time to get back to this too.....


On to some positive news.  I survived the flight to Vegas and back to Albany.  Last year when I flew I bought TWO seats out of fear of not fitting and being asked to leave the aircraft.  Truth be told last year I needed those two seats.  I doubt I would have been asked to leave the aircraft, BUT I know I didn't fit the way I should have.  This year, I flew on FULL flights and fit in my seat.  Thank you LORD!  I did still ask for a seatbelt extender, but I think it would have fit without one.  I met to try on my flight home and forgot.... Next time :)


Alright y'all .... that is all I have right now.  I am ready to move forward.  Let's GO!

Name Change

For those who follow me on Facebook, you may have heard the song that was on my favorite radio station here in Albany.  Fly 92 has a segment on Tuesdays called "Phat Tuesdays," in which the BEST radio DJs (Brian and Chrissy from the Fly Morning Rush) create a rap about a listener.  Recently they created a rap about me based on my love of NKOTB and my new found healthier lifestyle. 

You can listen here: 

http://www.mixcloud.com/flymorningrush/phat-tuesday-tracy-cohoes-song/?utm_source=widget&utm_medium=web&utm_campaign=base_links&utm_term=resource_link


Based on this WONDERFUL song that makes me laugh harder EVERY time, I now have started hashtagging "StepByStepTracysGettingBuff" because I love it so much! 

They both have been AWESOME during my journey and very supportive. 

Love you Brian and Chrissy!

Vent - Reinvent 2014 Challenge

So, most of you know that I was in a challenge at my gym.  It was a 12 week body transformation challenge.  During this challenge I was a member of a team that was facilitated by my trainer, Catrina.  We, as a team, accumulated points based on how many times we went to the gym and what classes/sessions we were taking.  Team awards were given out during the challenge to the teams who had the most points.  Lucky for me I was part of a very motivated team.  We were lucky enough to win prizes like massages, Adirondack Extreme gift cards, Isagenix Protein shakes (from our gym) among other things.... It was a great experience. 

Over all I did not walk away with the grand prize, or the prize for my age division.  Two wonderful team mates both earned prizes and they LOOK AMAZING! 

What I did walk away from during this challenge was a change of mind.  I realized during this challenge how much I can change, but how much work it is going to take.  It's not a short term change.  To reach my goals I will have to remain consistent for my entire life.  Even once I reach a "goal weight" (which I do not have by the way), I will still have to continue the life style I am currently living.  Am I perfect?????  NOPE!  Do I still eat sugar?  Yep!!!  Do I still enjoy an adult beverage from time to time... yes.... BUT, I do all things in moderation (most of the time), and when I slip up and lose focus, I get right back on track. 

I have lost around 70 pounds since August of 2013... it's a SLOW process, but I am honestly loving the experience.  I have my moments where I think "this isn't fair..." but you know what????  It is fair!  I am a healthy able bodied person that is FORTUNATE to be able to do the things I am to take my life in the direction I want to go.  Would I rather sleep at 5am instead of go to the gym?  YEP!  And I do sometimes!  But, if I want to reach my goals, I realized early on that I have to work out in the mornings because I do find myself busy after work..... so I had to find a solution to that problem.  The solution:  Get up earlier. 

Any ways, I wasn't sure I was going to share my before and after pictures for the challenge, because quite frankly, it's a hard thing to share publicly.  I decided I would share it on my blog, because I figure those are the people who honestly want to know my actual progress.  If you are taking the time to read this:  Thank you for being a part of my journey.  I hope in some way my changes inspire something in you, whether it be weight related or not.  It's NEVER too late to change.  It's NEVER too late to try.  It's NEVER too late to reach your goals! 

I wish I had taken a picture like the ones below when I first started my "journey."  I would have never been that brave back then.  The pictures below are 12 weeks a part.  The latest picture being in June 2014. 

Under 300 and Mountain Tops

I officially fell under the 300 pound mark in June.  I can't explain in words how emotional that was for me.  I sat on the couch and cried and cried.  Thankfully the boys were sleeping, so I had time to just cry and let it all sink in.  I didn't hit this goal before the end of the Reinvent Challenge ended though.  I am okay with that, but I really wanted to hit that goal during the challenge.


The challenge went well.  In no way shape or form do I believe that I will win, because just seeing some of the transformations on my own team I am blown away.  I look forward to seeing who the winners are at the challenge party next week.  Fingers crossed that someone on my team wins!


I have been off from work this past week because I am starting my new job Monday.  I am super excited about this, but need to figure out what my hours will be so I can make gym plans.  I am still loving Vent and plan on staying there for as long as I am challenged (which I do believe will be forever).  Focus Master no longer is offered at Vent, but it has been replaced with Strike.  I really enjoy it and it actually pushes me harder and further than Focus Master did.  I am still working with my personal trainer who I love!!!!  We started a new challenge at Vent that challenges us to improve our run time.  My first time was 4 minutes and 23 seconds for one lap around the gym (.3 miles).  My second attempt was 4 minutes and 2 seconds.  So I am improving.  I would LOVE to see it go down to 3.5 minutes.  We shall see.






Another big step for me was the fact that I was able to climb to the top of Hunter Mountain.  This is such a big accomplishment for me, because two years ago I attempted it and could not even get close to the top... I probably only made it 1/8 of the way honestly.  But in June, I reached the top!  It was the HARDEST thing I have EVER done in my LIFE.  I cried on three different occasions and it took a total of 8 hours round trip.  We stopped on the top for an hour or so.  It was intense. 






Right now I am signed up for a 5K in Albany called Albany Raid.  It includes obstacles that I will probably not be able to complete; but I am dang sure going to try!  I also have a 5K to do in October in Niagara Falls.  I need to raise $500 for that one!  If anyone would like to donate please follow the link:  https://www.fundraise.com/remember-betty/tracy-canaday




The only negative things that have happened as far as this journey is that I am losing my hair to some degree.  The doctor has me taking a vitamin to hopefully offset the hair loss.... She said it could actually be caused from stress (me leaving my job).  So now that the job situation is all where it should be, I am hoping my thick hair will return :)


Thank you all for following my journey.  I believe 100% that my success has been in part due to the fact that I am a complete open book now.  The good, the bad and the ugly.  It has helped so much to share my journey.


Thank you all!

No post since November????

I all but forgot about my own blog.  I love doing the blog, but I feel like people "hear" enough about my weight loss journey via Facebook.  I will try to do a better job at updating this, if nothing else for myself to have a better record of my journey. 

I don't even know where to start.

I guess first I should say I am still not at my first major goal of being at 300 pounds yet.  It's not from lack of trying.  I still have been working out and watching what I eat.  With that said, the latest news in my journey is that I visited a weight loss doctor last week.  She was amazing.  She spent over an hour with me and really got into what my issues may be.  She really thinks it is mainly hormones causing my slow weight loss.  She said that not only do I have the issues of PCOS, but that I am taking hormones to stop my period which are known to cause weight gain.  THE GREAT NEWS is that I haven't taken that medication in over a week!  So far, NO PERIOD.  I know TMI, but I figure if you are here to read about my journey, you want to know the entire story.  She also increased my Metformin, which is the medication I take for insulin.  My primary care doctor was supposed to increase that same medication and never did.  I think she honestly forgot.  The weight loss specialist even said the low dose I was taking was only to get my body used to the medication.  The doctor gave me meal plans to follow and I have to keep a diary of my foods (which I already do on MyFitnessPal if you want to follow me my username is:  van8ive).  I have to follow up with her once a month.  She did an EKG and said my heart was cleared to work out at the highest intensity available :)  Which is good news, because I have to tell you all about my new work outs :)

I loved Fit Energy, and honestly without Lori, I would not be where I am today.  She knew how to break me in, and encourage me that I could do the things that I thought I couldn't.  I went to Fit Energy from August to December.  In December I came in 2nd place in a weight loss competition.  One of my awesome prizes was a gift card to Fit Energy (which could not have come at a better time).  Then a friend reached out to me and told me I should try Vent Fitness.  I had heard of it, and had seen people post on Facebook about it, but that was the extent of it.  With Rob landing a new job in December, I was able to have a little more freedom with what I could spend on fitness memberships.  I had wanted to try Focus Master for some time, and a Focus Master gym is located in Troy... I saw on FB that they had a one week free pass and I wanted to try it.... but somehow someway I wound up joining at Vent where they offer Focus Master for a much better price.  From the first time I tried it I was HOOKED.  Literally.  It involves boxing which I love, but it is such high intensity for only 30 minutes.  Not only do I get to do things like Focus Master with this membership, I also get to take advantage of what Vent calls "NXT..."  These SMALL GROUP TRAININGS are AMAZING.  They cap out at 5 participants for each session, so you get that one on one attention that in most places you would not get.  So now each week I take Focus Master, Stabalyz, Kinetix and Gravity.  If you are local, I strongly suggest checking it out.  GREAT PROGRAM!

Two weeks ago I took the plunge and now have a personal trainer.  After taking the NXT sessions, I have come to know the trainers at Vent a little better and I can honestly say I am surrounded by the people I need to be.  I decided I wanted to take it to the next level and now have one of those trainers as my personal trainer.  She has lost weight herself, so I knew she would understand me probably the best.  She is tough but knows when to be nice too.  :) 

Right now I have  NO EXCUSES.  I can go to the gym at 5 a.m. if I need to, or at 9 p.m. if I need to...... NO EXCUSES.  It's a great feeling.  I am still going to Schott's, but only 1-2x a week because of scheduling. 

The future: 
-I have an ultra sound scheduled on my heart Tuesday morning.  The doctor said it is NOTHING to be alarmed about, like I said, she cleared me for the highest level of intensity exercising.... but she said my heart is slightly enlarged so she just wants to have it looked at. 
-I am part of the GREEN team at the Latham location of Vent Fitness.  This is a body transformation contest that I am determined to win :)  I want to show people that no matter what your starting point is, it is NEVER to late!  EVER!  No matter how slow your progress is... just keep going. 


I have met some amazing people on this journey.  I would start to name names, but I would surely leave some out that would be unintentional.  So just know, if you have helped me in anyway on this journey THANK YOU.  And THANK YOU to the old Tracy for saying enough is enough. 

I can't believe how long it has been since I blogged.  I started using Facebook and Instagram more for my journey and the blog took the back burner.  As of last week I am down 37 pounds from my highest weight.  I thought I would be out of the 300's by now, but I'm not.  I still have 27 pounds to go.  A couple of weeks ago I was diagnosed with PCOS which is polysistic ovary syndrome.  Basically I have cysts on my ovaries and my hormones are out of whack.  The effects of this on me: irregular period, infertility, and slowed weight loss.  The PCOS made me insulin resistant.  I am now on medication to stop my period and for the insulin issue.  I also had a biopsy done the day before Thanksgiving.  They must do this to rule out anything cancer related.  The doctor does not seem to be alarmed, so I am not either.  I really hate how expensive my health has become.  Between trainers, work out classes, co-pays and medication costs.  With Rob being unemployed currently I feel like this is a strain on our family.  I know my health is important, but this is just yet another reason I hope people look at my story and correct their health EARLY!  Do NOT wait until you are over 300 lbs to do something!  It's not just about weight.... It's about health.  GET HEALTHY NOW!!!!!